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Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Transiting Pluto Squared Natal Sun

A transit (A transitory moving of the planets in real time) of transiting Pluto making a challenging connection to my Natal (Birth position) Sun ( planet of Expression and of the Self in Astrology). Its just one of many transits going on in my chart. Astrodienst spells it out this way...

Pluto square Sun: Power struggles

End of February 2008 until mid December 2009: This time is a test of your strength and the energy with which you have established yourself in your world. The test may take many forms, but in any form it will require that your sense of personhood be in reasonably good shape; in other words, you should know who and what you are. If you do not really know yourself, this time is likely to bring about crises that will cause major changes in your life.

One form that it may take is a test of your self-control as you try to get ahead in the world. This influence stimulates your ambition and desire for power out of all proportion. If there is a ruthless side to your personality that will do anything to destroy opposition, it will come out now. But, at the same time, forces in your world will try very hard to stop you. To overcome the forces arrayed against you, you will require extreme ruthlessness. On the other hand, you may know precisely what you need to succeed and go after just that, being willing to compromise and make your success also the success of others. This is the proper course to take, but unfortunately this kind of accommodating spirit is not often found.

If you are of a more retiring disposition, you may experience this time quite differently. Instead of being the person on a power trip, you may have to contend with someone else who is. Here again you must determine exactly your rights and needs as an individual and stand up for them. The problem here is not that you will overstep your bounds but that someone else will. But you must fight or at least resist. Either of these power struggles is most likely to occur in your profession, quite possibly with someone in authority.

This energy may also surface in the outer expression of your life. You may be surrounded by conditions of breakdown and decay, which are an outward sign of the need to rebuild within. Under extreme conditions, this influence can release its energy in a single explosive burst as an injury or physical assault. Certainly you should avoid conflicts with others that may lead to physical fighting, because the energies here are quite dangerous
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Now whats come to in my life now is that Now I have this person living in a room above me. He seems to be on a bit of a power trip. Making lots of noises " Bombing me ", doing this deliberately, prevent me from getting sleep at night.

At this Hotel there is strong language in the Lease about this kind of behavior, I talked with the property manager, a young Latina girl, the same as the guy above me. She took an interest in the problem, told me that the guy had complaints by other tenants, if he bothers me again to notify her.

Fine, but I have doubts if whether she that firmly in my corner, after all the Guy above me is Latino also.

In the past, in a similar problem, at this same place. I actually got into a fight with a tenant over the same issue, in the same room. I'm the poor fool to continued to stay here.

In the Past,I went up to his room after continually asking him to keep the noise down. There were two people living in these very small rooms here, all the rooms are small here. I wrote a good letter to management here about the problem. I had not heard from them. One day I got impatient, went up there and asked the guy to keep it down, he would be dragging furniture across the floor, and the floors here are un-carpeted, so it really makes a loud noise if your in a room below.

I tried to ask him to stop, he was a tall, slim Chinese guy, who didn't seem to speak English too well, but this time when I asked him to stop he said something to me that sounded very much like "Good Fuck"... I got mad thinking he's soliciting me or something and I physically pushed the guy. He was outside of his room, and he fell down. I said something to him and walked off to my room.

At that point the guy could have called the Police, (I might have got arrested, as this happened to me before). He could have reported me to the management and I might have gotten evicted, but instead this guy charges down from his room , and starts trying to really kick down my door! I'm very alarmed cause I'm looking at through the peephole at the door, I see the guy trying to kick down my door holding some package behind his back. Is that a gun, I'm thinking?

At the time I didn't have a gun here, but the Police station is only a block away, I should have called the Police, but they'd talk a while to get here, and the Chinese guy, probably never had to deal with the police before, and they probably would have taked too long to get here.

So feeling a bit brave , I deduced I was I was going to make him eat that gun. I stepped out the room and started throwing punches, I founded out that thing he was holding wasn't a gun. It didn't matter, I even punched the guy a couple of time and he went partially down the stairs.

I stopped at that point. I felt really bad, I could have very seriously injured that guy, but what would you do? luckily I didn't have a gun at that time, but after threats from other tenants here, I now have a gun. Someone else might have shot him. Calling the police was a better solution I guess, plus I would have had a record of the event.

The last thing I wanted to do when I came to this Residential hotel near Chinatown was to beat up the Chinese. But my experience here as been so awful, the Chinese here have been very rude and even downright offensive at time. I moved here to get away from a offensive situation in another place ( I write about this in my other Blog).

You'd think the Chinese here would understand about "Rights" about political asylum , but instead have returned the same problems to me with a vengeance. They come to this country to maybe escape persecution and corruption, but they don't seem to recognize when there are doing it to others.

Since I've been at this place,(Oct 2005), they've been through 5 Property managers here, then to avoid prosecution because the the Hotel is owned by an Asian company, they get a Latina to manage it, (she even has a child) just so they won't take the blame for a policy of harassment and or incompetency they directed at people here.

Now I have a young Latina manager with a child, and a creep of a Latino male above me, harassing me again.

My Transiting Pluto squared Sun experience I guess. I have no wish to repeat previous mistakes, and in my progressed (natal chart advanced to present time) chart it does suggest a predilection to resort to physical behavior. I guess the obvious suggestion is to move. I sure could use some advice, Astrology doesn't seem so forthcoming when it comes to solutions to problems like these. Thats why I'm the Disgruntled Astrolger.

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